It's your friends that make your world

[ddr]

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it has definitely been a hard evening for me.. this thread was Very helpful, at least for me. seeing so many people positively affected by Steve and the stories are really great.

thanks everyone...

[thesightless]

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im just hollow now. i cant be sad b/c he never gave me a reason to feel bad until now. everything i think about him has me laughing to myself in a sad way... im sitting here, sipping a sam adams and just going through comments of his.

[DIDI]

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Megan Love, You were so incredibly brave to keep us informed the way you did!! That must have been so hard to write !

I think I am crying for all of you here that knew him

[Garrick]

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i know his dad loved him very much. he helped steve out when steve asked.... being steve, he hated asking for help but his dad was always there for him when he lived in the ATL. he also had a great step mom and a half sis.

[megan love]

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one of the only things that's been able to give me comfort today has been sitting in his room with his things.

then it hits me again that he's not coming back.

[Lorn]

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Besides all the friends who love Steve, who survives him? Parents, siblings?

[clintlove]

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i have no doubt that the CD or mp3 he had playing as he went to sleep was Digweed. no doubt in my mind.

I kept thinking about this too. Wishing whatever he might have been listening to could have saved his life.

[Life on Other Planets AKA Johns]

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for the love of music he had, he had better be listening to some form of northern exposure. he talked about those like the bible.

Really, i love NE as well.. Man the young man had great taste in music.

[Life on Other Planets AKA Johns]

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Man i keep opening this thread and reading all your wonderful comments... ddr when i read " i have no doubt that the CD or mp3 he had playing as he went to sleep was Digweed. no doubt in my mind. " i can't stop crying..

[megan love]

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i'm trying to feel solace in knowing that he could read your comments and know how much everyone cared about him... but i am not. this is proving to be a lot more difficult than i thought. not trying to be a downer but i don't know what to do.

garrick, you're breaking my heart. like i told you on the phone, i hate that you're up there on your own. i know how special steve is to you. i wish you could be here with us to love on you and support you. but we are only a phone call away. <3

[miketpoto]

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I've forced myself to keep busy all day and went to the gym for a few hours, it's starting to sink in more and more.

I sent him some IM's earlier telling him exactly what I was thinking, it helped somewhat.

I'll miss his gay jokes.

[Garrick]

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for the love of music he had, he had better be listening to some form of northern exposure. he talked about those like the bible.

[day_for_night]

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i have no doubt that the CD or mp3 he had playing as he went to sleep was Digweed. no doubt in my mind.

christ that hit me like a tonne of bricks. jesus....

[day_for_night]

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i'm trying to feel solace in knowing that he could read your comments and know how much everyone cared about him... but i am not. this is proving to be a lot more difficult than i thought. not trying to be a downer but i don't know what to do.

think of an appropriate tribute to him. something good, that would make him smile. get a group of friends together and do it. hopefully it will give you some closure, a sense of peace about it (as much as can be had, anyways).

[ddr]

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this is so true scifi. while i am terribly sad, every new memory that pops into my head has me smirking and smiling. just ot think of the impact he had here, i wish i could have counted him as a personal friend in the capacity of being able to hang with him weekly. i got along well with him, talking often. and he ALWAYS found a way to get me laughing. and when i was in a good mood, he made me even better. his posts, his messages, god.. we lost a good one i hope he is finally happy.

ditto.

i knew him since the Audio Galaxy days. we chatted almost every week, either on soulseek or through aim. he would always come out of leftfield with an anus joke somewhere... and it would always be funny. no matter how many anus jokes he can tell... he would always put a new and interesting spin on it.

it wasnt until this year that he wasnt on more than he usually was. last i spoke with him was about a month or two ago. he told me he has been in Pensacola and met a beautiful girl.... i congratulated him and told him that i was sincerely happy for him. saddens me that it had to end like this.

i have no doubt that the CD or mp3 he had playing as he went to sleep was Digweed. no doubt in my mind.