taking some time out

[thebanned1]

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well that's the avocado's all changed now, twice in 2 days they've been from a different country, the place i was getting them from had them perfect and i mean REALLY perfect, all nice soft and creamy, they're normally grown in south africa so i don't think they could be seasonal considering they have good weather all year round ?..that place has BIG stores in some of the most deprived area's of glasgow, on both sides of the divide, govan and close to parkhead ( gallowgate ), they look after their customers well and unlike the other DICKHEADS i was going to they don't really care if you're only going in there and spending a few quid a day and it's perfect obvious to me it's been/being targeted in to make destroy it's future by using some of the techniques i,ve picked up from living with a mental health professional all my days, they're murdering people and blaming it on poor education and bad habits such as alcohol and drugs ... not sure for how long the place i was getting them from was getting them from there, i missed mine for breakfast this morning and i noticed things were getting me agitated more than usual, had a doctors appointment today, they're putting me back in the ward for an assessment...told them basically everything that was going on around me, even going to show them some of the stuff i,ve been writing online ( LOL even put some of it up on a press page )...here we go, revving cars and stressed educed psychosis and high blood pressure ( revving cars, banging next door, coughing, sneezing the lot )

[thebanned1]

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oranges now....funny this didn't all start until i started talking about all this stuff and switched shops, blood test next tuesday

[thebanned1]

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my regular brand of corn...chemical taste, btw british farmers stuff
my regular brand of brussels .... chemical taste ....shouldn't really be eating those but i cooked them lightly to preserve the folic acid
lettuce....sprayed to shit with chemicals, burns on the tounge...light headed and diarrhea ( again folic acid )
lemons... burning my tounge

just a shame there is a solid floor in the supermarket and they can't simulate the sound of someone collapsing when i pick up a packet of nuts

suddenly all the stuff that you can buy singularly is disappearing, either tasting of chemicals or i have to buy them in big packs and by the time i get through them they're all out of date.

the .gov farmers database...HACKED...values of folic acid changed over night, probably the only source of decent info on the net you can trust
NHS warfarin diet pdf....strawberries, low vitamin K, book, high vitamin K
coconut..supposedly a source of omega 3 and 6....no B6 on .gov site, BBC a source of B6 ( btw loved the fact that 10 minutes after drilling into it to get the juice form inside my attention was drawn to a nice girl taking a drink of black coffee when i was out going for my walk, btw this morning my attention was drawn to someone sitting at the bus stop holding a cup of coffee and she had bad skin..covered that one up pretty well lol )

btw wonder if i,ll be tailgated by a greggs truck on my way to clydebank tomorrow like i was when i went for my dummy run the other night....muller light van cut me up on the motorway as well LOL

[thebanned1]

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can't wait for my scan tomorrow, probably get an instant result...started to get my diet right to fix it myself without going on the medication, suddenly all the things i need are all either hard as hell well past their sell by date or being left on the shelf so that the shop i go to has to stop selling them because it's going to waste, lol can't wait to find out my result tomorrow

[thebanned1]

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great...another ipod just broke..need to go get it replaced tomorrow...should be an interesting journey

edit : ooops seems to be working this morning, strange

[thebanned1]

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it's all screwed up...books are just like the internet, you can't really trust their source and if you do find the right ones it's far to complex to understand, some of that you need degrees to understand, even all the "healthy" stuff is all bad quality or wrong vitamin content and you end up having to waste most of it because it's cheaper to buy it all in big packs than it is to buy it singularly, if you buy it you end up eating it all and will probably end up getting cancer or some other health problem, it's quite sickening

got a couple of interesting days ahead, scan on 29th and 2 appointments at the health center in the two seperate days leading up to it, should be an interesting week lol

[D.Williams]

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Ya, its not right to be greedy about anything especially food

[thebanned1]

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there a difference than spending 50 in something ( clothes for example, don't know what you work in ) and spending 50 on food each day, it's killing people left right and center... i wrote something out for my mental health appointments which i have here...the health system in this country spends 2.8 billion on strokes each year and 5 billion on cancer ( this was all i looked up as well ).. it's just going to get worse, the drugs that are used to treat strokes lead to cancer themselves either that or bad bones, looked up a cancer drug that i read about in a book i,m reading ( Methotrexate: Uses, Dosage, Side Effects - Drugs.com ) and it said it was bad for blood clotting...it's just an endless loop, blood clot, cancer treatment and back to blood clot and more cancer treatment or heart attack or stroke.. i don't know the first thing about it and even i can see it

[D.Williams]

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Money money money
I work in retail and we want the customer to spend on average 50 bucks so im sure its the same for supermarkets as well

[thebanned1]

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i have all the receipts off all the stuff i,ve been buying in the past couple of months so i can work it all out when and what i,ve been buying

[thebanned1]

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Why would those employees be blocking you from purchasing those ban?

probably because the people in charge were getting pissed off i was spending less than a fiver ( sometimes even less ) in there every day and starting to fix my skin and look better than i have done in years, they're not exactly happy unless you're walking out of there with £40 worth of produce everyday.., it's pretty obvious it's all sequenced and directed and because it's the only place in town where you can get a job people are scared to loose their jobs so they'll do anything they're told, they're basically being used... i have no idea how it's done but there will be people that do... discussing all this up at the health center at my appointments, all the decent products i was buying at that time suddenly went off the shelf and the ones that replaced them just weren't of the same quality... couldn't of been out of seasons because they were on the shelf in another shop and still are ... in that place it's the only place where you can get flax seeds in this town, £2:20 in the shop but only £1 on the website for the same amount, minimum £40 order even before you are allow to book a delivery

[D.Williams]

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Why would those employees be blocking you from purchasing those ban?

[thebanned1]

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mmm giant tangerines now in "place name of shop here" just after i was talking to my cpn about "place name of shop here" employees blocking my path to them when i was buying them regularly ( not sure if i had my phone switched on or off at that appointment or not )...went to "place name of shop here" in a another town a week ago or something now ( this is also discussed with my cpn... lol i don't even know the first thing about body language and i spotted what they were doing, same as mine has been while i,m out walking ) and i looked at the avocado's as i was walking past them the first day i was up, the very next day there was a batch of single ones put out "fresh"..never seen those on the shelf either...pricks

[thebanned1]

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so fucking pissed right now...murdered for profit is an understatement... Antipsychotic drugs have been linked to an increased risk of blood clots - Health News - NHS Choices ... to go for a scan on one on the 29th ( in clydebank ) .... everything i need to fix it with diet leads to either infertility ( that i can handle ) heart or liver and kidney problems, i need to have these things every day to keep it empty ( Vitamins and minerals - Others - NHS Choices ), my diet now is all high cobalt, boron ( something i can't find on the only decent source on diet on the net Show Nutrients List ) and copper, i,m limited to what i can eat because of this and it's all i can get on the shelf of the supermarkets, i need to watch potassium levels ( too much can lead to heart trouble ), i don't want to take drug thinning drugs such as warfarin ( my friends dad was on that and he had something like 3 hip replacements before he died, MURDERED Warfarin - NHS Choices ) and it's either cancer ( the drug i was reading up on that was also bad for blood clotting...ooops back to warfarin again ) or osteoporosis ( oops addicted to pain killers, all the high potassium food i can buy to fix that are all linked to the problems in Vitamins and minerals - NHS Choices ), if i switch my diet again i need to switch to a diet that will lead to me becoming unfocused and depressed ( mmm anti depressants and lots of B6, just like last time in 2008, nerve problems and suicidal thoughts the lot ) and it's pretty obvious to me that someone knows i,ve come off my medication, oh he must be paranoid to think someone is watching him, i,m writting it all up on my facebook..ooops back on the medication...it's all an endless loop, i,m talking to people about it with my friends when i,m out in the street and with my mental health people..it's pretty obvious to me that something is going on, things i was buying suddenly started dissapeering from the shelf when i switched shops, they are using dietitians and everything to create business and making it look like a natural occurrence because they know that shops are forced to sell what they are selling to eliminate waste

[thebanned1]

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Care Home Fees, Cost of Care Homes | Paying For Care

that's as much as a house used to cost